“Choreography is writing on your feet”

~ Bob Fosse

Completed Works of All Poetry and Writings

Cor Unum

July 5th, 2022

Grand Central has always been my favorite place in the city

It’s like a heart

Pushing and pulling red blood cells to different parts of the body

People commute through the veins of Manhattan

All have objectives

All have a destination, whether they know it or not

All have a reason

It’s sunlit stars shine so bright even during the day

Just look up and you’ll see

Gods and Goddesses engraved in stone watch as time passes by

I feel connected to this heart

I just feel like an outsider

That these anti-bodies will soon attack

Like I am not supposed to be here

But I admire it all the same

The Graverobber

July 18th, 2022

Sirens blare,

A yellow VW van lays stranded on the side of the road, 

Vines and thorns covering the windows,

Tombstone slabs off-centered, sinking,

This tract of land abandoned by time.

Crimes long forgotten, 

Wrongs never righted. 

I sit in this nitrogen minefield,

With nary a light to sneak a glimpse,

Only the passing headlights, 

Lighting my damned way, 

Shining through the lost ethereal souls

As I continue my search.

Moonlight shining barely, 

Through the healthy fresh trees, 

Who secretly feed on the decomposing flesh below. 

Nature feeding on man.


My shovel, my chipped companion,

Is my only partner in crime,

We match in our cracking, damaged form,

I lean on her as I climb up and out, 

Of yet another false promise. 

Another resting place defiled. 

Another cryptid curse cast. 

Another rushed prayer to a God begging for forgiveness. 

I do not relish in these acts. 

The screaming souls unresting in my ancient mind. 

Bleeding phosphorescent nails scratching at the inside of my ivory skull.

But I will not stop until I see your slumbering form. 


You thought you could hide in the ground.

Sleep with the minerals and jewels below.

Preserved until another generation forgets what you’ve done.

 
I was once young. 

I was once old. 

Now I am bones. 

Scraping along a discordant melody across our terra.


I will find you even if this skeleton soon fade to dust. 

The wind will guide me to you,

And I will kill you from the inside out.

Seeping in through your nose and mouth. 

For your sake, you should wish I find you soon. 

If not, I will drown you in dust underneath the tall grass. 


Heed my warning dear enemy,

I remember the crimes long forgotten

I am the Judgement of the wrongs never righted. 

You cannot escape your victim

You cannot escape me

I’ll Try

June 12th, 2022

I see it around me,

I know it’s there, constantly.

But since you left I can’t reach it anymore.

Sailboats, green leaves, shimmering reflections of lights

Refreshing summer wind paired with flowers that make my nose itch incessantly.

Living music, friends, fathers and their daughters giggling in the sunlight.

I can’t help but feel detached,

for you left me sitting here alone.

The only one who understood my thoughts.

Age 19,

Burying her father,

A good man,

Lost.

I don’t know if I will find happiness again,

The happiness I foolishly misunderstood as melancholy,

Without you Dad.

But for your sake, I’m going to try.

Can’t wait to talk to you about it.

I’ll see you, when God allows.

Love you, Megs

Modern Modern Prometheus

December 14th, 2021

I feel like I’m constantly being pulled apart and being stitched back together

Like the creature made by Frankenstein himself

My physical incapability to do certain things frustrates me.

My mind is being ignored because I simply cannot afford to descend

Into the darkness I have gone before

Ha….

October 21st, 2021

Ha Ha Ha Ha!

It’s so funny!

It….

It has to be.

No matter how awful it is

No matter how much I want to scream my fucking lungs out